My walls are up and no one is getting over them, underneath them, or going to be able to see through them.
I was so scared of getting hurt again and I blocked out what my mind was trying to warn me.
I fell deep in love, in his fucking trap all over again.
Now I’m back to square one.
and living in darkness.
Something I cannot find, nor keep.
One day someone is going to love me, and I’m just going to hurt them because of HIM.
I’m going to push away everyone and anyone who tries to love me and gain my trust.
I wish I could just forget everything
The problem is
He is in my heart, my thoughts, dreams, and veins.
I can’t go anywhere without thinking of him.
Love is a fucking trap.